allieandra: (Default)
( May. 4th, 2010 03:32 pm)
God yesterday was rough. Kinda saw it coming with the grump I got into on Sunday night. There was no real reason for it, I'd been having a good day watching BTCC and then 'bam', it just hit. I snapped at people on twitter, luckily noticing in time to apologise and disappear before it got out of hand. I must apologise to everyone on my twitter for the tweetage yesterday, thanks for putting up with me. And thanks to the people who tried to cheer me up.

When I finally got my laptop to work yesterday I decided it would be a good idea to research the possibility of further study, something to give me just a little bit of hope in life. Instead, it kinda crushed me. I was huddled over the laptop blinking furiously to get rid of the impending tears.

So, yeah, studying is out of the question because, quite simply, I can't afford it. Not that I know exactly what I want to learn but I miss being productive, I miss learning and I miss maths. (Geek). 

None of my job applications have even got past the initial screening and I've been sending off multiple applications every week for the past six months. How disheartening is that? I've come to terms with not being able to get a job in the foreseeable future so I need something to keep me occupied in the mean-time.

I'd like to make my own furniture. It looks easy and fun and I desperately need new furniture. What I'd really like is to buy lots of antique furniture as it has character and, yeah 'cos I'm weird like that, but  I guess home-made stuff is the next best thing. It would have character from the challenge of making it and it's individuality. But again, first I need money.

Bit of a weird place to leave this entry but my brain just died again. It feels like the exhaustion that hit me every year of high school and sixth form and made me ill, but there's no reason for it this time. *sigh* Yeah, I'm still down (you can probably tell by my style of writing) and there's nothing I can do about it.
allieandra: (Ianto "Fuck")
( Oct. 22nd, 2009 07:09 pm)
Hub 3 tomorrow. Very excited but really can't be arsed packing. Had such a busy week I just want to sleep & that's not going to happen until Tuesday night now.

Fri-Sat-Sun-Mon(morn) = The Hub 3

Mon = La Cage Aux Folles

Tues = London-Birmingham (hopefully seeing friend) - Leeds then SLEEP.

Still need to work out what trains I need to catch to get home. *yawn*

Someone pack for me?
allieandra: (Default)
( May. 19th, 2009 11:15 pm)
1) Press Alt+Ctrl+Down

2) Press Alt+Ctrl+Up to fix it

3) This doesn't work on Jason Arnopps computer. He is upset. I am amused. Oh how I love Twitter

4) I has a twitter stalker, or a twalker. Her name is Jennie and she is an evil genius. Don't cross her or she'll fuck with your computer.

5) I have FINALLY defrosted from going to Donington Park on Sunday for the BTCC. Photos to come. Including one of the back of Jennie's head.

6) Trains shouldn't be so bloody expensive. I am going to Collectormania. Want to go to MCM and plan on going to LFCC & Hallowhedon. Still need to pay for trains to/from the Hub. Funds needed

7) On friday I will be old enough to drink alcohol in America. Not going so why do I care? Because I'm gonna be old. That's why.

8) John Barrowman & Daniel Boys on Friday too. Sexy times.

9) I want a cat. Really bad. I am the stereotypical old lady. I want an old cottage with lots of cats. And to live on my own. I want a cat, like George, to have conversations with, to curl up with and to share a slice of ham with. God I miss George. It's only been 8 or 9 years.

10) Should I get a long chunky fringe like this?
allieandra: (Jack; looking moody! 2x11)
( May. 10th, 2009 12:51 am)
Yes I'm getting my twitter feed sent here. Apologises to anyone who finds it on their friends page before I get chance to lock it as private. I'm @Allieandra if anyone's interested. Feel free to add. My conversations tend to go off on tangents but they can be fun to jump on if you see something you wanna comment on.

Other than being a Twitter addict right now I've also realised nearly all my plans are Torchwood related.

My Plans:
11/05 - Tom Price in York
17/05 - British Touring Car Championship at Donington
22/05 - My Birthday
John Barrowman in Blackburn 
27/05 - John Barrowman in Harrogate
01/06 - John Barrowman in London
05/06 - Leeds Uni's Summer Ball
12/06 - Torchwood Preview screening in London
13/06 - Bramham Park Horse Trials (possibly)
14/06 - Bramham Park Horse Trials
20/10 - Franz Ferdinand in Leeds
23/10 - The Hub:3 in Birmingham
24/10 - The Hub:3
25/10 - The Hub:3
26/10 - The aftermath of the hub!


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